JesusFreak: This weekend is gone

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So I guess I oughta let everyone know what i have been up to... umm.... nothing really... I have had some luck with a guy here at school and finally got over my crush of almost a year...I'm pathetic. Things are a bit tense with all my friends right now... One thinks I am out to steal her future possibility and all the others think I am a liar for no reason whatsoever except their own paranoia. Well... the good news is I have made a great friend this past week, who I am so blessed to have and I am starting to realize who my REAL friends are and guess what... they weren't who I thought they were. I went to the mall and bought some stuff.. that was fun! And now here I am...trying to get back on track with stuff. I hope you all have a wonderful week!! TTYL

Mood: SO-SO
Music: none at the moment (sound of TV in background)

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JesusFreak: Another day... and a rat

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Today was a very interesting day. During a nightmare of a class, where all we could hear were the poundings of hammers and the clicking of a defective heater... looking down at the disguitingly dirty floors of McComsey, we hear a girl shreak! EEEEEEE!!! A mouse!!! This cute little mouse starts doing laps around the room.... behind my chair, over Leslies coat(he seemed to snuggle up in it along the way too!) as girls shreiked and jumped on their chairs. Some guys cornered the mouse and it disappeared... so for the rest of the period we couldn't put our feet down, or concentrate really.... but it was fun. Art class got cancelled for the week that's always neato. So far so good!

Mood: Happy happy happy
Music: Jars of Clay and Switchfoot

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JesusFreak: "Its a good morning!"

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I had the most incredible weekend in my entire life, unfortuneatly it all ended so soon. I love all the peeps in my youth group, and though we are a bit disfunctional and fiesty at times, in the end we are just a typical family. Just let me say that I bowled a 138.. and though that isn't very good I beat the 200 other people who were bowling at the conference! I am really starting to miss them all, hey when you spend 48 hours straight with a group you get tight! I missed them within an hour of leaving... but the cool thing is, there were a few that rarely talked to me and last night I actaully had a full out conversation with em on IM! That was special. OK...well.... everyone have a wonderful week and stuff... I'll keep you posted on any particularly exciting things that happen in my dull life! Oh!Check out God! My sister was pregnant and she had an STD (herpes)... she isn't anywhere close to being a Christian...so my church was all praying for her. I just found out that she lost the baby, which is a blessing in disguise because it would have had a whole bunch of defects and lived a horrible life with her since she has no job and lives in a crack house... and her STD turned into just a rash! Praise the Lord he can really work miracles! ok, so now I am really gonna go! Later!

Mood: Very Great!
Music: Chris Rice... Good Morning

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JesusFreak: More human flaws uncovered!

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Did you ever meet a person who avoided talking to you, and then when they end up doing it, they act like its a huge inconvience and like they should get an award for being so generous? Wow.... everyday I realize how much I envy death and am so ready for heaven. No, I'm not gonna do anything stupid, its not like that, I just wish that humans were more like cats. Cats are so sweet and cuddly as long as you feed them and pet them. They never think that they are too good for you and don't try to replace you either. Or, maybe I just need a new perspective on things. I am going to a church retreat this weekend, so maybe that'll help! I think I may just need a break... we'll see! Have a wonderful weekend all! God Bless!

Mood: In deep thought...what's the word for that??? I know what it is in french... is pensive and word??
Music: Cross Movement..... cool

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JesusFreak: Friends Forever...or until I find better ones.

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How many times in life have we been subject to this thinking. For someone like myself...many. Heck, just Monday I made a friend and it took her all but 24 hours to find someone else to replace me. Hmmm,.... These kinds of friendships make me thank god for my enemies.... but then again, I don't think I have any of those either. Well... to those of you who don' feel the need to have the prettiest and thinnest and smartest friends in the world, or any kind of an elite clique, I thank you for being True friends. You know who you are! Just when life looks dim and your blessings seem few, you realize that there are a few good people left out there. Thank you and God Bless!

Mood: My head hurts??
Music: Nickelback

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