dejaveux: life is like a box of chocolates
i should probably do this thingy more often, since it IS "dejaveux's journal" and all.

hmmmm....
I hope it sleets tonite. and snows. LOTS. I don't feel like getting up tm. even though i get to wear my pj's to school. I like wearing them in bed MUCH better.

I feel real not special lately. All those things in my last entry seem to be lingering. our house is a mess with all the fighting and immaturity. you would not BELIEVE the nerve of these people. and coach is on my back for EVERYTHING. school sucks. i'm starting to slack sooner than usual this semester. this one guy thinks everything should be normal and we should be friends (or more) after a HUGE!!!!! fight this fall. he called me a bunch of stuff for no reason and now that his own life is somewhat better my life should be too. jerk. this whole Equifest thingy is stressin me out too....big time. I have an endless list of stuff to do still. and with the exceptions of Sandy and my good friends brandon, dusty, and haley, no one else seems to give a rats rump about it. geeze. all of this crap it making my face "explode into monster zits" well, small monsters at least.
I MISS MY PUPPY:(:(:(:(

did you hear about that hegwald guy killing himself? harsh. i dont think i could be that extreme. im not sure hell is much better than this place. although, i don't know WHAT i'd do without dusty to lean on right now.

i went on a college visit yesterday. just to pitt though. it kind of gave me mixed feelings. made me realize how much i want to get out of here. but reminded me that i wont escape the homework (which i am MEGA struggling with right now) hopefully ksu will help me to be more motivated.



how's come my name doesn't show up on the little box on the main pg? oh well who cares

(Ed: Changed format and spacing. Hope you enjoy)

Mood: venting
Music: we gotta get outta this place, if its the last thing we ever do...


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